27th Sept 2007 [Thurs] - received the bad news ard 4plus in the morning..was bit shocked cos din heard any phone call at all. and dad juz back from hosp..haiz..thinking at least can see his last sight..and my leave another prob also..haiz..but thanks to my boss for his understanding for the last day of funeral..as compassionate leave is including of weekends and public holidays.. well, still rem the last words he spoke to me.. when i went c him, was on sunday..he asked me so late come ah? go sit down..den mum came..den he said.. ur MA DA (mum in canto) is here. den said i prettier liao..haha.. okie la.. tats all..he was still in v conscious state tat tm..and can scold pple with loud voice somemore lor..thou gt a few of false alarms liao.. and was kinda in panic mode when dad and i went for china trip.. ya, always scare of phone calls in the nite..haiz.. can juz mk u jump out of dreams..den fast heartbeats..haiz..
rem last tm when young, almost every sunday will go to grandparents hse..den he will bring us to playground and buy chocolates..those in '8' shape one.. haa..izzit like M&Ms? hmm..den will drive us back home..and me, sis and cousins would sit behind the car..and when turning, move to opp direction..haa.. tats wat my colleague always did it, and my another female colleague juz screamed and shouted at the driver while the rest enjoyed the turning part.. wahaha. was fun lor..think everyone sure has an experience on this one rite? hee..
he also gave us nicknames when small..forgot hw he came out with these also..haha..dak dak wu, gok gok wu..haha.. think only my family noes wat i tokg abt..wahaha.. and oh ya, always pinch my chin..haiz..scarly cos of his pinching, nw my chin bit long also..esp when i smile..haha..
after funeral, always gt those saying tat deceased will come back.. and ya..he came back 2 nites ago..and waaa, cant even get to zz sia..cos is sat nite, and cant ask me slp at 11pm tat early lor..sian..haha..and no choice lor.. also need to force myself to lie on bed, closed eyes and most importantly COVERED my earS~~!!.. v impt to me..haha.. dun wan hear any sound lor..and heng the next day is sunday..at least can rest more..ha..
k la, stopped here liao..writing it at this time also bit weird weird..haa..
miss u gong gong..
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